I can't believe how quickly time passes by!
I filmed this OOTD video and a vlog, almost 3 weeks ago.
I just didn't have time to make a blog post about it...
I remember uploading it just before my trip to Croatia, I was thinking I would do a following blog post that same evening, from my home in Croatia...
But life is unpredictable and whilst we plan and try to organise, little does it mean, when destiny steps in and lead us into a whole different direction...
That afternoon, when I arrived home to Croatia, I found my Dad already sleeping an eternal sleep with a good angels.
My Dad passed away and I wasn't even there when it happened.
It wasn't supposed to happen, I wasn't expecting this to happen!
I arrived home just a few days before my birthday, to give a big hug & a kiss to my Dad, and instead I found his already cold body lying on the floor, and he couldn't feel my hug and hear my words anymore.
Words can't describe how I feel.
Instead of celebrating my birthday, I went to his funeral.
My Dad was always saying to me to live my life to the fullest, to be happy, he would always say: "Now it's your time, live your life!".
These are the words that give me strength to keep going on, to keep eating, sleeping and breathing, day by day...
This next weekend I'm planing to go back to work, and, as you can see, I'm slowly getting back to my blog and youtube.
I know my sadness will never go away, I just pray that with time this feeling becomes a bit more bearable to live with.
Now I'd like to share with you a few pics taken before this tragedy in my life happened, pics taken on a sunny Sunday, when I was happy.
The moments of joy and fun,captured forever with a camera, and with my mind :)
|My sweet hubby :)|
If you want to check out my OOTD & vlog videos from this fun Sunday bike ride, then go here:
Thank you all for everything!
Kiss from Italy,
stvarno mi je žao za to što se je dogodilo.Tvoj otac če uvjek biti u tvom srcu.Uvjek.Ostavijo ti je stvarno divno poruku za život i sigurna sam,da se sa andželi raduje,da si tako divna i krasna.Zagrlim te i ti želim sve dobro.
I'm so sorry to hear about your dad, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I really enjoy your blog and all your great fashion and beauty tips. LynnReplyDelete
Mi dispiace tantissimo Sonja. you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I can't imagine how difficult this moment is for you, but your father will always be with you. Roanna xoReplyDelete
Oh Sonja. I am so sorry to hear about your dad. Thinking of you and your family at this very sad time. Take care of yourself and looking forward to seeing you again on You Tube soon. Jacqui from NZ.ReplyDelete
My dear friend, I was so sorry to hear the news that your Father had passed away! My heart hurts for you because I know how much you love your family!!! I have lost my parents and know the pain and loss! I am keeping you and family, in my thoughts and prayers! Big hugs to you.xoxoReplyDelete